random short post

ugh okay so what is on my mind at this late hour is how certain things happen and then you think its gonna get better, and just when you think it really is all better you realize you pretty much lost a friend and you didn't go looking for that friend before it was too late but now it is too late and said friend is gone from your life and it hurtss. You survive, you know it is just passing, but right at the moment you can think of everything that isn't right...